For anyone who care's to know, my world is sort of in a constant chaos right now. Not only am I am newly of just over a month, but I am also a very confused and flurried woman, in the midst of wondering: WHAT HAPPENED?!?!
Don't get me wrong, i love my life. But sometimes...
Ok, that seems a bit depressing, I know, but hey, life is like that sometimes.
So now onto the nitty gritty. I am trying to figure out my finances. Which to begin with is always a happy tree friends wave a dead corpse from a rooftop I am so happy kind of adventure, I know. But what makes it harder are the thirty million jobs i have on the go right now.
My goal is to be able to work on my art. Which would be wonderful, if only I could get this one project out of my head. It's stuck in there, and I can't seem to get it out at all, or even push it out of the way for other ideas. It is all consuming. In my previous knowledge, I know this is bad.
Then there's my bodywise business. Which to be honest, I AM superpsyched to be doing it, as I think that it is a really great business and the products are wonderful. But frankly, by the time I get home from all my other jobs, I'm pooped. The last thing I want to do is to call people. So, I am going to try to find another way. I am determined to find another way.
Third there's the job at my parent's place. I don't mind working there, especailly since at this point I am sort of just dropping in on my off days. Still though, it's one more thing for me to worry about.
Next is my job at ACAD. well, kind of job. It's really just Luba and I picking up all the broken pieces from the tutoring and mobility program, since they don't have anyone on staff right now. That'll probably be ending soon, but oh well.
Then there's the training I am currently undergoing to become a Strategist. I am starting to feel really good about doing this, especially since it will give me a lot of experience in case I want to go try to get into teaching again.
Which brings me to my next toboccle. Teaching...should I try to get into the U of C again? or not? If I do I should definitely go in the same way I did last year, through diverse qualification, especially since I will have the strategist work to back me up. But if I want to try, regardless I need to raise my GPA. Which means I need to get into a Liberal Studies class...I need to go talk to the registrar about it...stat...
Sigh...so much...and on top on that I have my wonderful husband, who is already worried about us, the plural US. He wonders why we don't spend too much time together and I don't think he understands that I am worried about US as well. I mean, the wedding was a disaster, and the honeymooner stage so far has included a lot of sacrifice on our part. I think this week I need to make up a schedule...or at least we need to discuss this further...
And then, of course, there's you, my friends. I feel bad because I never call anyone, never see anyone really. I hope I can start working this whole thing out. I'd really like to be able to pay a few bills, go to the movies without worrying about the charge card, and pay some of my student line of credit back, all while having a social life....
Am I dreaming? You tell me...
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